3:22AM

I wanna feel weightless, and that should be enough ♥

#thelifeofaJCstudent

3 hours sleep last night. Must be up by 8am tmrw. Still awake now.

Whatever.

#thelifeofme

Non-existent.

I am freaking xcited for the weekends can't wait omg.

The only thing I actually got into my head this week is the fact that Ghana is a country. Not some indian soccer dude. I'll probably remember that for the rest of my life. And since the whole world already knows..

Qamarul: Ghana scored :(
Me: i have no idea who that is but okaaay. lol. is he indian? he sounds indian.
Qamarul: ITS A COUNTRY!!!!

In my defense, GHANA SOUNDS TOTALLY INDIAN K?

Tell me when you get here.

So it's the last weekend of the school holidays. Should I hang out or study?

Either way, I'm still screwed for exams.

CONFESSION

I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up.
I do not see myself living here in the future.
Fine maybe when I'm old and graying, i'll be back here.
But then again, my visions can be wrong.
I have no idea why i'm in a JC seriously.
I'm gonna fail my midyears.
And my promos.
I regret taking Geography.
I don't see the need for us all to study so much.
We're all gonna end up in graves anyway.
I gave up trying.

By the sound of things I'm losing sleep
For all the right reasons.

I should probably get to sleep.

But I don't want to, just yet. It's like something's missing. Like I forgot something. But I just can't seem to figure out what. Suckscore.

SO, June holidays are coming to an end and omg I swear I'm gonna freaking die.

And my facebook profile picture's from like 2 (or 1) years ago and it's way deceiving cause I don't look like that anymore. But it's still me. And I don't like the way I look now so.. yup. I swear I look fuglier and fuglier as the years pass by :|

It's 5:38am now. My mom just woke up and I was like, goodnight mom!

So yes, goodnight! ;)

Just take me away from all that I am.

I'm fungry and I think life makes no sense at all currently.

My life is just, weird.

And I have no control of it at all.

I heart these suckas!
Plus the other 3 ;)

One's in Japan. One's at madrasah camp. One's too far away.

So we had ice cream today!
(okay maybe yesterday since it's already 6am but you get the drift)


Before that we were buying farisha's present, then tuls and her walked right outside the shop we were at and waved. We were like, O.O HII! and turned back and went like, "let's pretend we don't know them." If you hang enough with us, you'll see that that's totally normal behavior XD

But yeah, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FARISHA! ♥


Stay the crazy girl that you are. Seriously, I don't know how you can be so crazy one moment and so serious the next. It takes skills! (:

ANYWAYS..

I think my eyes are getting smaller, and smaller. My eyebags are getting puffier, and puffier. And my cheeks are getting chubbier, and chubbier.

I just have to smile and it poofs out. Not even making blowfish faces yet >:/

And did I mention it's already 6am?

I'm not sleepy.
Not even close.

I'm just, average.

I'm feeling guilty because...

I DID NOT STUDY TODAY.
LIKE AT ALL.

And exams are in a week.


All i did was just cam-whore (without a camera) and eat.

I left my camera in the dance studio. I don't know how I'm gonna survive the next week of the holidays without a camera.

Isya came over just now and all we needed was a laptop, apple pies, and each other to have a good time. Oh, not forgetting people to prank on msn (:

And I got locked out of my own tumblr can you believe it?! :(

Oh well, I'm just gonna sleep my guilt away.


Goodnight! <3

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