Go ahead tell me you'll leave again.

Today was freaking awesome.

Without you.

I was looking forward to meeting you but when you started bringing up shit, no i don't want to deal with that anymore. I don't wanna meet you just so that we can start squabbling again. No wait, more like me listening to every single thing you have to say, every single insult, while thoughts are running through my head yet i keep quiet because words get in the way.

Stop complaining about how I don't appreciate you.
Stop putting all the blame on me.

Remember when I started to change?
It's when you became some kind of possessive freak.
And you still are.

Talk about me changing.
What about you?
When I got to know you, you were way different.

I'm sorry but life does not revolve around you.
Did not, does not, never will.

There's so much more I can say. But I'll just leave it to that.

Imagine this okay guyz: You receive a text and you decide to reply later. 10 minutes later, text from the same person: "You there?" And it doesn't only happen once. Not even twice. Like a million times. It's annoying the fuck out of me. But well, it won't anymore.

:)

Blame Me! Blame Me! Blame Me!
For mistakes you've made but you can't own
Hate Me! Hate Me! Hate Me!
For every honest word that you postpone

Anberlin has like the best songs and i can relate to every single one of them i swear! And the last post, i don't even know how that started. It was written out of anger or something. I don't know? Try to visualize it. It scares me. Like, where did that come from maaaan?! I told you my head's a dangerous place to be in. Hehe.

When I watched you walk away, well I never thought I'd say I'm fine without you.