School is the cause of all this mess.

Sometimes I wonder what we're all studying so hard for. To the point where we sacrifice sleep, quality time with loved ones, LIFE.

Even after University, we'll get jobs and will be working damn hard for the rest of our lives just so we can afford our materialistic needs.

And then we die.

So what's the point of life, exactly?

We've been here before.

One day I was so bored with my life (LOL) and wanted to do something different. So my sister and I went out to take pics one day. Editing pictures now. Here's a sneaky peek:




My editing skills suck. Someone, HELP!

Okay I'm acting like I don't have promos in less than 3 weeks. HELP!!!!!!

D:

So why don't we go somewhere only we know?

Haven't been blogging at all. Believe me when i say i don't have the time. I don't even know where the time went. Half the time i'm in my own world XD

So it was hari raya like 3 days ago.

Selamat hari raya! Forgive me for anything i've said or done okay! ♥

Oh, before i post pictures, i would like to tell you guys that i'm officially a pussy. I was supposed to audition for the UK trip but i backed out cause we were supposed to do a 3-minute speech and i'm really bad at speeches and cause there were so many people auditioning for it and a lot of them are really good so i didn't wanna waste time writing my speech. But guess what? Everyone who auditioned for it from my class got in. Regret. Regreeeeet. I could be getting excited right now to go to UK in December. I'm sucha weener i swear. Oh wells i'll make up for it. And i'm gonna try going for next year's UK trip :)

Okay pictures!










And then there's Duxton. Coolest place ever omg. Here's the view from the window at night:


Sky Garden of Duxton:


And i'm so proud of this pic. A picture of my sister before she fell. So funny XD




Yup. More next time :)

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again.

Today was freaking awesome.

Without you.

I was looking forward to meeting you but when you started bringing up shit, no i don't want to deal with that anymore. I don't wanna meet you just so that we can start squabbling again. No wait, more like me listening to every single thing you have to say, every single insult, while thoughts are running through my head yet i keep quiet because words get in the way.

Stop complaining about how I don't appreciate you.
Stop putting all the blame on me.

Remember when I started to change?
It's when you became some kind of possessive freak.
And you still are.

Talk about me changing.
What about you?
When I got to know you, you were way different.

I'm sorry but life does not revolve around you.
Did not, does not, never will.

There's so much more I can say. But I'll just leave it to that.

Imagine this okay guyz: You receive a text and you decide to reply later. 10 minutes later, text from the same person: "You there?" And it doesn't only happen once. Not even twice. Like a million times. It's annoying the fuck out of me. But well, it won't anymore.

:)

Blame Me! Blame Me! Blame Me!
For mistakes you've made but you can't own
Hate Me! Hate Me! Hate Me!
For every honest word that you postpone

Anberlin has like the best songs and i can relate to every single one of them i swear! And the last post, i don't even know how that started. It was written out of anger or something. I don't know? Try to visualize it. It scares me. Like, where did that come from maaaan?! I told you my head's a dangerous place to be in. Hehe.

When I watched you walk away, well I never thought I'd say I'm fine without you.

Sometimes through everything, you learn to build walls. With time the walls become taller and stronger, until they become completely unshakable. That's when you realize how you've become a totally different person. How you're trying to break out of those walls, but what you built to keep danger out, keeps you locked in.

You become cold, you become almost heartless.

HI.

Pretty busy week. Got 2 days off tho hehehe. One of which i skipped school and went back to TKGS. Met like a lot of people i miss terribly.

And at night met Nadhrah ♥ (omg i missed that doose) and we went to Shivani's party. Shivani's friend took a lot of scandalous pictures of us oh myy. Maybe i'll post them when i get them. Plus my ass got hit by a water balloon cause i was tryna protect my phone. The things i do for love. Even though my phone's been attempting suicide a few times lately. And it's 5th September now already so happy birthday shivani! :D

I have no idea what else to say i'm so sleepy now. And i think i need to start hxc mugging. Maybe tomorrow. Lmao procrastinator alert!

"To wish you were someone else is to waste the person you are"

Goodnight ♥

Just running away from all of the ones who love you.

From everything.