(via punkanddisorderly)

"I act like I didn't. And I pretended I didn't. But I did. Some nights I'll just lie down in my bed and think of you and cry."

I did not rip that off from anywhere okay! It's a text i sent. So... it's 100% me.

XD

I THINK, it is time i update my blog. I've abandoned it for too long. Way too long. I won't say i've been busy because i haven't. I actually have all the time in the world. That's when laziness sets in. Hehe sorry. Don't worry i'm still alive ;)

Ummmm yeah so where do i begin.

OH. The one thing that happened that caused me to have all this free time in the world.

RETENTION

I keep telling myself it's okay to retain and all. All i need is an extra year. But you don't know how alone i feel in the retainee world.

Okay I actually have so much more to blog about but my.mind.is.blank. Ahh damn it i shall just vlog the rest of the stuff. So lazy to type anws.

xox

PW IS OVERRR! :D

OP went surprisingly smoothly for me. Excluding the questions part. Hahaha. But whatever. For once I was rather calm TALKING in front of an audience. For FIVE minutes.

Before OP itself, I was reminding myself that it's just a performance and I don't really have to be myself to do it. This is one of the rarest times when not being yourself is beneficial ;) So I made up this character I was supposed to be while giving my speech. So she's: calm, confident, friendly, with a likeable personality. I don't know why but I was smiling away like some moron throughout the whole presentation. But it's okay, we are supposed to smile anyway :) And surprisingly I was only slightly nervous during the first minute and after that everything went fine. YAY MY ALTER EGO (Y)

I think I'm starting to freak some of you out now. Hehehe. But like I said, it as more of a performance to speech :)

It's 6AM now and I should go to sleep. Going to the beach with the girls tomorrow! And having lunch with ♥ on Thursday, it's been sooo long. My life is complete.

xox

Cause you're stupid baby, when you're sane

I had like the awesomest weekend ever.

It started on Friday and ended on Monday. Hehe.

Friday: The Social Network with Nanah. Some movie about a bunch of geeks. Smartass geeks from Harvard who party hard. I was seriously wondering how on earth they can party like crazy and still be so freaking smart. I am neither.

Saturday: Just pictures to sum it all up.



Like a little boy oh my god!

I SWEAR, Amirul's the fussiest eater ever. FUSSIEST. Seafood, allergy. Food court, no. Fast food, abs will be gone =__=. Zomg I could go crazy just thinking of places to eat. It's been almost a year and I'm still not used to it. Oh well, good luck to meeeee.

Sunday: We went trick or treating around Alyssa's neighbourhood. It was so fun. First time trick or treating in my 17 years of life. I suffer from a deprived childhood. My costume's kinda screwed up hehehe.






Sarah and I slept over. We watched Confessions of a Shopaholic and slept in the attic. So comfy!

Yup. Awesomest weekend ever.

GOODNIGHT! ♥